i just hated this monday, this seemingly unending, gloomy, hopeless and washed out twilight of a day.
okay, i like a lot of dark things in general, but this was too much somehow.
and i shouldn’t have listened to various depressed nin remixes throughout these hours. they just made it all worse.
the contrast: we spent a significant portion of this past weekend with our friends, in front of a newly built hearth, talking and watching the flames in a completely different kind of twilight. we had a truly great time.
the contrast makes today’s darkness especially revulsive.
i guess i’d better go and get some sleep.